blegh

Nov. 12th, 2024 09:58 pm
quillpunk: troubled butler Uros from the manhwa For My Derelict Favorite (butler)
[personal profile] quillpunk

Yeah, so that didn't pan out.

Part of my problem is that if I have a thing I need to do, then I can't do anything else until that thing is done, but I can't do the thing because of [lack of spoons, executive dysfunction, just plain old forgot, lost track of time, etc.] and right now that thing is schoolwork. There is so much to read.

And then on top of that I feel guilty when I'm not doing the things that Need To Be Done™ and then I don't do anything else, like writing. (Like, if I couldn't do the thing that Needed Doing but I can do something else, then I've like... lied? It feels like that, even though I know it's not the same.)

And then that's another day I've done nothing, ugh.

But! I did write 31k words in October! Which is more than September! I might still be able to hit my 500k [community profile] getyourwordsout pledge. Next year I'm doing a 1 mil pledge though; I'm cutting it way too close and this isn't fun anymore, now I'm just anxious :( Like, if I don't manage it at this point I'm just going to be sad, and I'd rather have a goal I was never going to get anywhere near in the first place, thanks. (Which is what this goal was supposed to be.)

Speaking of ridiculous goals, there's a writefest on 4thewords right now, and one of the special quests is to write 250k words in 44 days. ...I'm going for it. Will I succeed? I don't care, LOL. That's like 40k words a week; failure is guaranteed, but damn, hopefully it's gonna be fun XD

I could use some fun <3

Date: 2024-11-13 03:37 am (UTC)
cornerofmadness: (Default)
From: [personal profile] cornerofmadness
those are some seriously ambitious writing goal, especially that special quest. Best of luck with it all

Date: 2024-11-13 03:45 am (UTC)
sweetsorcery: (biggles_bertie/ian_crazyisland)
From: [personal profile] sweetsorcery
Next year I'm doing a 1 mil pledge though; I'm cutting it way too close and this isn't fun anymore, now I'm just anxious :(

That doesn't sound like a healthy idea, doubling a word count goal that's making you anxious as it is. 😧 (And 500k would make anyone anxious, tbh.) It definitely doesn't sound like fun. Could you set yourself challenges not related to word count? Bingo cards, prompts, etc.? Less might be more, and definitely more fun.

Date: 2024-11-14 09:22 pm (UTC)
sweetsorcery: (wwii_spitfire_dover)
From: [personal profile] sweetsorcery
Oh okay, that's different. :D
In that case, probably a good idea to move the goal right out of reach.

Date: 2024-11-13 10:14 am (UTC)
axolotls: Doodle of a small axolotl dragon throwing its head back. (axolotl why)
From: [personal profile] axolotls

Oh man, I feel those first few paragraphs, same here. 31k words is a lot though, good job! Hope you're happy with them!

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