Sorry to hear about the health issues! Neck pain suuucks, probably at the top of the body pain scale for me in terms of sucking (mine makes me nauseous and finding a position that lessens the pain can be so hard), so sorry to hear it's been giving you trouble. Hopefully more things start looking up! And re: the antidepressants, yeah lol, they make such a difference, even if it's not exactly where non-depressed folks are at. Glad you've got them now!